GOONIES NEVER SAY DIE!

is probably the most question a lot of you are asking i and i will you i haven't moved i've just felt like this site has been inactive to me. and alot of shit have been going on in my life.

first thing is first i have quite drinking beer and shit like that like cold turkey. just better for me.

second thing i have been getting back into art. as most of you know i do for photography as a "hobby" i put in quotes cause i don't go for school for it nor i do as career. i have gotte… Continue

kinda sucks and is extremely boring. i know my blogs dont usually start off this way. (sorry if i haven't writen any lately) i just feel discontent with alot of things. mainly being girls. lol. i just feel like living here and finding a girl that i can hold there attention longer than 2 minutes is hard to come by here. everyone in this town is bored of guys like me or always chasing after better ones like ones in bands or ones who apperance is more important than anything else (way they dress,th… Continue

i have often wondered why i was brought upon this earth. when i was born i had wolf Parkinson white. i heart defect up til the age of 5 i couldn't do anything other kids did because of my heart problem. when i got it fixed the doctor told my mom that i still might have the side affect of a heart murmur. now I'm 22 I'm tired of seeing myself period sometimes i wish i never woke up the morning being that fact i felt like i was a fluke in my family. i don't feel like i need to belong here anymore.… Continue

but this morning i found this video on youtube




Clap hands daddy comes
With a pocketful of plums
Don't Cry
Most days I'm OK
Come steal my heart

How I wish everything was simple
How I wish everything didn't end in lies
How I wish I could just keep turning back time
How I wish I could be more like me
When I didn't have to worry about myself
How I wish I could just keep turning back time

Forgive me if I cannot try any harder
You make it seem like everything I do means nothi… Continue

every have those periods in your life when you constantly think about your past even tho society says just to forgot about the past and move on the present?

ever wonder about those what if's or i could have dones, ever think about what you really wanted to give that person for Christmas? or what would have happen if would say and do the right actions?

ever sit at the bar during last call thinking about going home to some life you dont wanna go home to. you just want to hold those lost memories… Continue