A girl like me is almost impossible to find! It's your faith that makes you stronger!
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I am a:
SSBBW (Super Size BBW)
Race:
Caucasian (white)
Relationship Status:
Single
About Me:
I'm the quiet shy type unless I know you well. I'm the too nice at times type of person. Getting past the too nice part though too many people take advantage of that. So I work a lot on being assertive. I love to laugh and enjoy a good time. I am the quiet type with people I am unsure of and I can be very guarded. Trust and opening up to another person is something I think you earn by actions. I think I am also reasonably smart too. I carried a 4.0 in school so I work it *giggles* Just graduated with highest of high honors also. I’m now taking a break from school till the next degree and spending some time just being and working on myself. I'm a good girl, and I actually have morals and standards. Last but certainly not least is I'm an honest, caring, loyal and good person.
I'm just looking to see what's out there, been burned a few good times so not sure about dating yet. But as far as what I want in a guy if its dating or friendship well I don't put up b.s., lying, or anything negative. I want someone who is responsible in life. Someone who can enjoy a good time without having to be drunk, on drugs or messed up to achieve it. A man who knows when to open up and not walk around like a caveman closed off to the people who care and know how to express their feelings, needs and wants. Someone I can trust, talk to about everything*even though I am know its an annoying quality but sometimes I have to be pushed to tell whats on my mind, its like I have to actually know the person really cares to hear about it before I say anything. Working on that though*, and in turn after they listen they can offer their opinions and support. But I don't need nor do I want someone in my life to solve or fix things for me. I am finding I like doing things on my own a lot more. Someone who agrees you should give what you get in any relationship even if its just a friendship, someone who has goals and a passion to them but acts like a gentleman. You tell me if this type of guy is actually real? Right now I think I am looking for friendships, casual dating and just looking around. I've always been the committed loyal girlfriend type but right now the most important thing in my life is me. If a man comes along who it just fits with then so be it but otherwise I'm good with just me.
Okay, so yeah that was a lot. Just trying to weed out anyone who should not be contacting me I suppose. I don't think I could say much more if anything I said too much. I'm being picky and selective. I deserve to be after everything I've been through and everything I have to offer.
Avenged Sevenfold, Nightwish, Secondhand Serenade, Leona Lewis, Jack Johnson, Corey Smith, The Zac Brown Band, Steve Vai, Carrie Underwood, Beethoven, Bach, Mozart, and those are just the all the time things I listen to. I'm pretty open minded besides dark scream me to death and give me a headache music.
Favorite TV Shows:
Army Wives & One Tree Hill & TrueBlood-Those are the only ones I still follow. But as far as re-runs-Dead Like Me(haven't watched it lately though, long story), Roseanne, Family Guy, American Dad, The L Word and Law and Order.
Hey sweetie!!! what is up I understand where you was coming from I am so tired myself but still doing homework and everything. I just was out for black friday it was crazy I was like whoa so many people and going crazy for gifts and all. I got some good gifts on sale but yea I feel what your saying I been so busy myself. I just happy I can relax and not worry about getting christmas gifts because I got everybody. Wow cooking for 11 hours that is a longtime I did help my grandma but wow I give you credit for doing it for a long time you superwoman. That is cool about the twlight book I am thinking about getting the book but I also was thinking about getting the trueblood one too. I was looking at it in walmart I had to go far because it is no walmart in new york city. Hey thanks for saying about my thanksgiving minds was alright. I was tired to be honest with you and all I don't get as much sleep like I used too. Well thanks for always being a great friend I don't know if I say this before but if you ever want to chat I have messager. Well be safe take care of yourself alright Ashely thanks for writing to me though because I would understand if your busy this weekend since it was thanksgiving but thanks sweetie. By the way I am starting to like the I phone lol sorry I like the blackberry but it is so cool and all but I will make my choice soon sometime this year. I hope you have a great night and anytime you need me I got your back Ashley be safe and take care. Be safe and I would like to see a picture with you smiling =) kisses tyrone
Hey whats up wow thats cool you been cooking since you was 12 years old. Well thanks for writing to me Ashley. That is a good thing you can cook because I still wanna learn how to cook different things and all I love to learn. I can cook breakfast food real good but it depends on what you want to it. Well I bet one day your going to learn to cook breakfast food so don't worry about that we as humans have a lot of time in the world to learn new things. Thanks for giving me advice and yes it did help too. I would agree with you women who don't get what they want because even when I was making good money at the time it was a girl I was dating that was never happy. I never had a good relatisonship too because most girls I meet is always crazy or nice at first and then show their true colors. I will be honest I am tired of dating girls who gets mad to the point they break things and I am like is I am safe lol. I understand when your saying selfish because most girls I dated wasn't happy when I got them something for their birthday or christmas. I am like it is a great gift and they are like being greaful. I also ask my psychology teacher because that field is great when wanting to know about people and their body system. So you say you did because your boyfriend didn't know you was their that is dumb your beautiful why would he act like that well that is his fault. What I hate the most lol is when I got cheated and still was with me if you don't want to be with me just be honest. When it comes to a relationship Thank you for the advice really it was nice of you I know now that your a good person who I can talk too. Anytime you need advice I got your back. Take care of yourself and I hope everything is well with you and doing alright with yourself Ashley by the way do you have messager or yahoo. Well be safe alright Ashley bye =)
Hey yea it does sucks about the last episode and have to wait until next summer. I am going to wait I really like this show and bill I think it did feed from that guy. I have a strong feeling because at the end you can tell it was him in the car. But I can't believe it is not coming on until next summer sucks but all well but I know this show is doing very well and may be on for a long time. I want to see twlight too because I really like the way the picture looks and its wired because people say they are vampires, But they can be in the sun and I heard they were a different type of creature but I just have to wait until I see the movie. Well sorry about that being alone and cooking I wish I could help but I am still learning about cooking lol sad but true. I know how to make a couple of things but I am going to help my grandma because I love her and I want to learn. I am going to see my sister lol she is the one who wants me to live in Va because she feel it is would be better for me then new york. I am not going to lie but I just have to see when I go down to Va and see how things are and I always wanted to get out of the city. I am sorry I left you hanging with the question and all lol I try to remember to just ask you point blink. I would say I would like to know why girls cheat or how come when a girl has something good in her life she doesn't see it. I am asking this because I wonder why girls did wired things to me in a relationship and wonder why I met the wrong people. Is that wired when you just feel you don't want to get hurt no more and scare to like someone. It is wired but I just was curious because I wanted to ask you because your really smart in my eyes. Well thanks for always having my back well take care of yourself and I hope this Thanksgiving turns out great for you. Take care Ashley and always be safe alright bye muahz
Hey Ashley yup tonight is the last episode!!!! Although I heard they was going to do a season 2 I am not 100& sure on it. I hope everything is great with you and hows life treating you. I haven't spoke to you in a while so I am glad you stop by to write me. I am always foward to hear hows life is for you Ashley. So you want to see that movie Twlight I heard from people it was good. I didn't see it yet though so do you like to read a lot? Well this Thanksgiving I am thinking about seeing my sister or my friend but most likely my sister because I haven't seen her for a while and I would love to see hows VA state. I always wanted to move their but always too busy. So when is your birthday don't know if you told me before but sometimes my memory isn't very good. My mom and sister are always reading the book before the movie they told me you should try it because you get a little more into the story. I wanted to ask you a question but another time when I am not so busy with homework this weekend lol. Also, no problem with the picture comments I am always being honest when I see a beautiful woman like yourself. I need to put some more pictures of myself too if I take some pictures on this Tanksgiving I will put some up on here. Well I hope your weekend was great and everything is good I hope you have a beautiful and bless sunday Ashley. It was nice seeing your doing well with yourself if you see the movie you can tell me if it was good like my friends told me. I hope you have a great thanksgiving this coming week you and your family and keep yourself warm because I know it has been getting cold. Take care and enjoy the TrueBlood show tonight alright bye Ashley...muahz
Hey whats sweeite, TrueBlood was a great show this past sunday it was very interesting your not going to believe who is the killer. I am not going to say anything because I dont want to spoiled it for you. Well I hope your weekend was great and hope your having a great week so far. I do get a mini break because it is a priavte school and all but the semeters are 8 weeks. So this christmas I am going to have at least 2 weeks off and I am thinking on what to do. I am also going to see if one of my friends can chill with me on new years just to hangout. One of my close friends that is like a brother to me. I felt the band thing was a bad idea yes it sounded pretty happy and all but your right 100%. I was thinking about getting something with my sign gemini or chinese symbol or something just to start it off. I mean I know I am going to want more tattoos but not right away just taking my time to see how it feels first. Well I am just going to make sure I finish my homework today and still thinking about where would I move someday. I have time and everything but just thinking about what is the best place to live and that has web designers lol. Well be safe and take care of yourself and that is a cool idea for your next tattoo. Takecare of yourself and always be safe and hope you have a great and wonderful day alright. Have a wonderful night Ashley muahz
Hey just passing by to see hows everything with you and hows life treating you Ashley. I hope you saw the show TRUEBLOOD it was very interesting and I was like wow all the stuff I found out. I just wanted to see hows my homegirl doing and hope life is going life with you. Well beside that everything is alright wit me and school and I think is so cool. That I am already done with my semeter because the semeters are 8 weeks straight. Beside that things are going well and everything is looking good, I found out they are going to make a season 2 I don't know when but I found out on yahoo but I hope it is true. By the way if I was going to get a tattoo it would be not a band lol. Maybe a Gemini sign or something in chinese or a chinese symbol that makes strong. I want something different I been drawing for a while because I like to come up with my own style. I am always into art myself well I hope your weekend was wonderful minds was Ashley. I hope you have a great day on monday alright and always know I am here for you alright and got your back well last show next sunday. Take care and be safe and enjoy your night bye Ashley Hugs
Well I am surprise about the guys not hitting on you and all. I understand where your coming from I am not going to lie I am a little shy myself. I be like what should I say and sad but true most people today use online like a easy way out. What I mean is that people sometime feel it is easy to hit on a person online then in face to face. I been on a few blind dates in the past and trust me I am like wow but then again it makes me less shy. I am a little not like I use to though because it was worst back then. Well I hope your week is turning out great I have another speaking in front of the class this week again. Well I am not going to worry about it because I know it is coming I did it before and I am not so scare like last time lol. Well I hope your day turns out wonderful so happy about Trueblood Something is telling me the black guy who is gay something is going to happen to him or he is going to do something that is going to shock people. Although it does sucks about the gay vampire who die which sucks so much but the show is getting interesting everytime. I wonder who Sookie is going to choose to be with Bill or Sam. Because the next show it seems like Bill is going to be in the dog house and Sam is getting all the attenion lol. Well I hope your day turns out wonderful and take care of yourself and be safe. Also, thanks for the comment it is always good to get a comment from you well see you around bye =)
Hey Ashley hows everything good I am glad I made you laugh because I feel laughing and smiling really helps out a lot when we are stress. Well that is a cute height nothing wrong with the height at all well I am 5'8 but yea I really like your new pictures they are very cool. Also, no problem with the picture comment and everything just being honest. Your a very pretty girl I wouldn't be surprize if guys hitting on you left and right. Nothing wrong with getting hit on lol I smile too much and get a little shy like a kid is metting a girl forthe first time. Of course when I use to meet people offline I be real shy but then I warm up but that was a while ago lol. Well for next hollaween I am going to get dress up and all and I make sure I take pictures lol. I know I am going to look weird and everything but hey it is just something I always wanted to do. I am so happy about the TrueBlood show and everything I am even doing a speech about it so I have to get my information so I can make sure I get a good grade. Well I might put more pictures up I will have to see but I hope your weekend is turning out great for you Ashley. Have a beautiful and bless day today and always know God is always there for you alright be safe bye. By the way is you planning on getting more tattoos.
I like the new picture very cute and wonderful picture. By the way you look pretty tall just curious how tall are you Ashley. Well maybe next year around the same holiday I am going to dress up. I already know who I am going to dress up as too but I have to make the outfit myself lol. Well I hope your week turns out wonderful and you have a great weekend. Take care of yourself alright and be safe and kool pictures alright Ashley. By the way how come you don't smile I bet you have a nice smile well be safe alright bye
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Well I am surprise about the guys not hitting on you and all. I understand where your coming from I am not going to lie I am a little shy myself. I be like what should I say and sad but true most people today use online like a easy way out. What I mean is that people sometime feel it is easy to hit on a person online then in face to face. I been on a few blind dates in the past and trust me I am like wow but then again it makes me less shy. I am a little not like I use to though because it was worst back then. Well I hope your week is turning out great I have another speaking in front of the class this week again. Well I am not going to worry about it because I know it is coming I did it before and I am not so scare like last time lol. Well I hope your day turns out wonderful so happy about Trueblood Something is telling me the black guy who is gay something is going to happen to him or he is going to do something that is going to shock people. Although it does sucks about the gay vampire who die which sucks so much but the show is getting interesting everytime. I wonder who Sookie is going to choose to be with Bill or Sam. Because the next show it seems like Bill is going to be in the dog house and Sam is getting all the attenion lol. Well I hope your day turns out wonderful and take care of yourself and be safe. Also, thanks for the comment it is always good to get a comment from you well see you around bye =)
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