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Last night I was driving in the car with my cousin to K-mart and out of the blue she says hey Sue what is your favorite memory. So here I'm driving down the parkway at 65 miles a hour thinking do I make up one to just tell her something or do I do tell her the one things I always rememeber when I'm sad or unhappy.

So I said yes I have one that every once in awhile it gets to happen all over again in real life. I have this friend who lives in Kentucky. This man is a man. I have never me…

I must have fool tattoo'd on my forehead. I swear when it comes to men I get the clueless asses. A couple weeks ago I was on my space just checking mail and that and seen I had a email say Remember Me? So I clicked on it and opend it up. Here it was from a guy I had locked away along time ago. He lied to me when he met me he had a girlfriend so I cut it off. I wouldnt want no one to do that to me see my guy if I had one. So I moved on his lose right.

But I real…

I don't know where to start cause I'm so upset and pissed off . I still can't believe they told me I was sick what did I do to deserve this? Why me I have missed out on so much already and now just when my life was starting to get good and go in the right directions. I get that call that makes you take a deep breath and all you can leave out is Oh My God.

When the Dr called me on Sept 29th 2007 is a date I will never forget. I must have said excuse me are you sure? All the Dr kept sayi…

I don't know what's wrong with me late, but I have been feeling out of place alot anymore.

Last night I went bowling for a work event it wasn't so bad at first we all hanging out on the bar drinking and laughing waiting for our lanes. Well I brang my cousin we me cause she never gets out of the house. So we are bowling and I'm having a great time then next thing I know I was like wow I'm the only single person here tonight. I blew it off had another beer and more into the night more I…

I went to bed last night at 11pm like I do every night but for some reason I was still wide awake at 3:30am, I finially get to sleep well the missing hamster found me and got me up at 5am when it crawled up my leg after screaming like a two year old for 20 min and woke up and seen it was only Sammy . I calmed down put him back into his cage feed him since he only been missing 3 days.

My alarm clock went off at 6am and I wanted to cry and then the 2 nd alarm at 6:30 I had to get up on t…